Sunday, August 17, 2008

Today will be a better day.

I read yesterday's post again and i teared for the second time. im sucha loser lol. where got people cry reading their own entry one. siao char bor totally. so i did some sole searching before i slept ytd night and i vowed to be more grateful about the things people do for me and just stop complaining. i need to constantly remind myself that everything they do, IS FOR MY OWN GOOD!

i think my mum doesnt wanna speak to me. she keeps telling my sister to convey the messages to me. that feeling sucks so bad. :( the feeling of being ignored is so #%$^%&#@@$!!!!!

okay, my sister just told me to have some fruits. probably another one of those messages from my mother. ill update this post again later today (ranting about random stuffs again *probably about being hungry and bored* & telling you if the situation got better or not.)

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we're fine now. she started talking to me. i guess its because she saw my touching entry hehe! anyway, im watching Table Tennis finals now. Singapore just lost. :( it was very exciting. i scream each time china scored. I think Zhang Yining is hot! hahaha! okay dont think crookled okay im straighter than a ruler. haiz im procrastinating again. im supposed to be studying law! but guess what! im 2 pages away from completing law!!! ive no idea how i did that cause i procastinate 3/4 of the time. i need to understand the topics better and i have 2 days to do that. on top of that, i still have to memorize case studies and their dates (suck!). i guess ill just pick the ones i like and memorize them. Michelle just asked me a good question, she asked me when my exam ends. hmm, i dont even know when it starts LOL anyway, digressing again, i hope Li Jia Wei doesnt feel too upset. okay im becoming very very random but its really beyond my control.

ive promised myself not to think about sejfkbj but i just cant help it :(

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