Self Reflection on Wed.

its 5.38 now as i typed this.
im snacking on crisp choco. it kinda tasted like the one i made myself a few months back! i love how i can wake up late on days which im not working then talk myself into not going out. i love to laze around at home with nobody elses around under the same roof as i am. snacking on snacks, taking 20 mins naps, online shopping, chatting with random dumbdumbs and of course, watching my favourite videos. i woke up at 11pm today turning and tossing around the single sized bed very uncomfortable but fell asleep again till 1pm (yes i realised im contradicting myself). jumped out of bed thinking that im late for gems application. it took me 10 mins to realised mine is at 3pm. HAHA so i online shopped, bought a vest from scartletroom. radranger is blacklisted by scartletroom so sad. so i gotta use another acc and my sis's email add. heh heh! i was supposed to get my ass to ami's place today but im so tired(more like lazy). and i have to think about my transport back home later in the night. kinda troublesome but i want kueh!!! i want food!!! i want my bestfriend miro!!! i wanna jump with her on her bed and then fall down flat on our faces then having her future sister in law to buy us spring chicken, eating with bare hands and laughing at how we both look so messy LOL but the other part of me really wanted to stay at home and enjoy the serenity and have dinner at grandma's since i havent done so forever. i miss my grandma. shes becoming older each day i dunno when ill lose her so i wanna spend more time with her. i love my grandma i want her to live forever.

anyway i got into unravelling the secret of life for GEMs with HT. i hope reg gets into it as well. it was a last min decision. i was damn pissed with my com i kicked the CPU real hard and now my leg hurts like f*. my com is sucha fucker at 3pm it got disconnected. OF ALL TIME, 3pm!! fucker my appointment at 3pm then internet problem at 3pm then how to get into my preferred GEMs course you tell me. fucker fucker fucker. cant scold fucker enough. then called regina and screamed at her HAHA and complained how fucked up my com was. i literally showered her with vulgarities. then at 3.05pm i started smoking. ht called she was probably damn shock cause i started vulgarities marathon the moment i answered her call LOL then i got her to help me sign up for the course she signed up for at 1pm. and we're in the same class!!! yipeee :D blessing in disguise i think. haha. sad because i didnt get into the module i wanted. happy because im not alone, im with ht! i hope reg gets in too if not ill start jumping again.

i miss my two favourite girls, ana and ami. girls, ive no malay costume to wear on sat. how how how?
its 6.08pm as i end this. bye.